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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 4:23 PM 」

Why am i so damn prone to flu and never-ending headaches??! It iritates me like mad..and my ears are blocked becos of my flu. I used up the box of tissues last night, heightened my pillow so i can sleep better and sneezed until my head hurts!! How bad could that be?? The last time i'm down with flu was only about 2 mths ago in Melb and now, YET AGAIN. I'm just a weakling who needs TLC. Ytd nte, i applied a whole lot of vicks on my nose and neck...and then, i remembered how thoughtful and caring ethanie was towards me when i was sick(my stupid flu lasted for more than 1 week.) I HATE vicks @ 1st, becos of some childhood trauma, but he loves vicks' smell and how soothing it is..so he applied on my nose and neck every night before i slept and in the middle of the night, he conscientiously continued to apply on me and made sure i dont feel cold with no heater on..i'm so smitten with his little acts at times that made me feel like i'm so loved by a guy whom i love too.*wide smile* And im so sorry these few days dat we hardly talk and see @ all...cos of my new tablet PC which is even more problematic compared to my desktop computer...ARGHHH...wad stupid wireless internet connection, the wireless connection @ my house is really damn LOUSY...i still prefer LAN afterall.
Ytd i went coffee with MQ @ Taka's coffeebean, only the two of us but we rattled on hours and hours about our life, always updating each other. And now, we have a new found topic, dat is...discuss about our beloved man..haha..so much to say and "complain"..if only the rest were present, i'm sure QM would contribute even more with her theories of love and life. They were too caught up with schoolwork. Exams..projects..tests..tutorials..lectures..presentations..the thought of all these just peeves me. So scary. I really wondered how did i managed to endure thru my 3 yrs of poly work load and immersed myself completely into my studies and nth else. Even dreams @ night would re-enact my hectic life in the day. Ahhhh....shoo. I wanna be stress-free. So damn stupid to be stress about school, it would cause my life to seem even more pathetic than it already is.
Anyway, back to ytd, i totally can understand MQ's sad phlight with the roster, i met similar bunch of colleagues @ mandarin, becos of their undeniable selfishness and irresponsiblity, i gotta give my own rights. Thats why i can never work as a full-timer there, over my dead body. And mq, cheer up, @ least there is still dat few hrs with seannie, its the quality of time dat matters, not quantity ok? Btw, hell with dat b**tch colleague of yours. And we just hate dat particular name, dont we? *smiles*