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Saturday, September 30, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 9:17 AM 」

Happy Birthday Juliet!!
Stay pretty always.
And KEEP that precious bf of yours well.
He's definitely a keeper for sure.
Haha, offcially certified and approved by me, sharon & jill.

Wonder why we think he's a keeper?
I really have to comment him on his gentleman & soo attentive behaviour the whole night.
While Juliet was busying entertaining her frens n relatives, Edwin was busy as well.
Going around pouring wine, setting up the catering food, taking pics for everyone, preparing the cake and candles...basically MR PERFECT.
Though im not juliet, but i am touched too. By his actions. Goes to show how much my dear friend means to him. ;)
And after all the hardwork, when we made our leave, he's still smiling(he was basically smiling the whole night) and waving goodbye to us. Gosh. I really have nth to hiam abt him. *Envious*

Anyways, all 4 of us had our 21st already...nx coming up will 22ND!!!! Die lar...im growing older with each passing day. And im still studying at this age??!! Wonder when i can realize all my dreams....still wondering....

Back to the party. Food was great...perhaps it was becos we are DAMN HUNGRY too. Jill ATE 2 PLATES OF FOOD...and sharon had a plate filled as high as a hill. Haha...and we gobble all down while chattering away. Feels great to just sit down and chill with these girls. And talk abt EVERYTHING that happened in our life recently thats worth mentioning and discussed. Yes, means there's no secrets btw us. haha, for me at least.
And not to forget our usual photo taking session...all the wierd poses and expressions from sharon especially...nv fail to make me luff like hell. idiot.

Oh oh, and my long time friend! Justine.....hahaha that crazy gal! She's another friend of mine who's really crazy, happy-go-lucky and always luffing. Still remember our FYR project?? Those times when we will head to ktv all the time...and we will sing FIR songs togr. haha she 1 verse i 1 verse...as if its our own concert. And we would stand at the sofa and treat it as a stage. Haha..simply ridiculous and in our own world. So glad to see her again! Oh, and she reads my blog..haha bet u gonna luff again when u read this entry!!! So we meeting at NUS...SMU...or SIM?? haha...smu lah, town area so convenient. Can go walk, shop and eat mah. ;)

This was part of the b'dae door gift, haha we used it as our foto props.
My crazy frens wanna act like porn stars. Look @ this...a real muscular one. wtf.
Another "porn star"...yucks. According to sharon, we totally dont have s** appeal. idiot.
Finally...a decent shot.
Justine & me!

Thats my share of b'dae cake from Sheraton Hotel!! Very chocolat-licious!
Cheers.

Supposed to act drunk...but i think they look like a joke here. haha

We were trying to act like retards...but i just cant. Look at the one on my right. A perfect rendition of retard. wahahah

Balloons everywhere!
Happy 21st jul!




Friday, September 29, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 12:12 AM 」

I totally agree with min in her previous post abt having more time in a day.
I guess many of us hope that there are MORE than 24 hrs a day.
So that we can have our 10 solid hrs of beauty sleep, 2 hrs of peaceful meals(not rushing to eat finish), 2 hrs of total "stoning" and just idle ard, 45 mins to enjoy bathing, 2 hrs of tv daily, 3 hrs of msn...and da rest, errr....projects and classes.

I am so deprived of time on my own...and rest.
Everyday is filled with school, tests and projects.
Oh, and meeting customers.
Everyday i look like a santa claus, besides my school bag and laptop, there would be another bag filled with clothes cos i have to meet customers during our breaktime.

And we dont even have time to launch our new series despite the arrival of our new stock. ;( It has been lying there for almost 2 weeks...but we are just too busy to update our website. Promise to make it up after our mid term tests man...will get more new stock plus the current new batch!! Definitely gonna satisfy everyone's shopping desires...heh. ;)

And recently i find myself getting more n more forgetful. Wondering if my memory space is running low or wad...i've been forgetting alot of things in my life. Like for example, i left my laptop twice in a month somewhere and forgotten to take it with me when i left....and the worst thing is i only realised it when ppl asked me where is my laptop. ahhhh. Once was in "The soup spoon" after dinner...the other was in smu's toilet. gosh. I cant imagine if my laptop is gone for good, my dad will kill me. And ytd, i was patiently waiting for min to finish doing my earrings, hoping tt i can wear it soon...yet when i was packing my bag and getting ready to leave, i put everything inside my b ag EXCEPT FOR THE EARRINGS. wtf. And i totally didnt realised it until before i sleep...searched high n low for it...was really impatient cos i thot i dropped my ballerina SOMEWHERE. arg. Luckily, my frens saw it and they kept it for me. hahaha. Maybe i am just plain blur. Has always been a "blur" person since i was young, forget this and that...always in my own world. But being so blur is beginning to irritate me.

Back to mugging for econs. arg.
Pls look forward to my latest series,
"FLY THE TRENDY SKIES"
ooh la la



Wednesday, September 20, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 6:59 PM 」

I am FUCKING furious.
Some people can just pissed me off so much that i feel like strangling her or him.
Bloody hell.
ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
Damn.

I miss my project groups last semester ALOT.
Miss them cos they were so efficient and productive.
And we were really A TEAM, and not individuals.
We helped each other besides doing our own share bit of work.
AND WE NEVER COMPLAIN.
I dont have people doing their own bloody shiet during meetings and then never catch the details for our nx meeting. Last min say she cant make it. WTH. And suggest to us we change our meeting to suit her time. And i SERIOUSLY HATE inefficiency!! Already said DAMN CLEAR when i divided the different parts of the report for everyone, den u know wad??!! The nx meeting....everyone hardly DO ANYTHING. Den they tell you, "i dont know wad to write for my own part". So wad? Are we supposed to tell u wad u have to write even?? Cant u read it up urself??????
I am fucking pissed. ANd she can correct my spelling in the email i sent to everyone cos i flared up and was hitting DAMN HARD on my little keyboard!!!! YAH FUCK I SPELL GRAMMAR AS GRAMMER...so!!!!! FUCKER PIECE OF SHIET.

ANd for a 3 pages DOULBE SPACING report, i have 3 out of 5 people editing thebloody thing when i shud have more people working on the content. Can u all believe it??? Editing of structure and grammar, language wadever i have 3 people!!! Isnt content supposed to be more important than anything else???

Wa. I am really pissed off like shit now. Done so many freaking projects in poly and now, this is really the most disgusting group i have ever come across in terms of productivity, cooperation and efficiency.



Wednesday, September 13, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 7:28 PM 」

Finally, we have time to take clearer pics for some of our items last series!
Rushing home right after school...before it got dark at my house,
TADAH! Here are the pictures! Do email us if u are interested in purchasing!
msdivineshopper@yahoo.com.sg
Many lovely thanks!

::little balloon gal::
::exotic black::
::enchante beauty in brown strips::
::enchante beauty in red & blue::
NEW ITEM ADDED in exquisite series! ::polka dolka::



Monday, September 11, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 8:43 AM 」

*The exquisite series*
A little different this time round!
BAGS imported ONLY from EUROPE, denim shorts, mini skirts and babydoll tops!
CLICK HERE!!!
Email us @ msdivineshopper@yahoo.com.sg!
Thanksss









Saturday, September 09, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 11:51 PM 」

Mickey, rest in peace. He died this morning. And my dad sent him away. I dont wanna buy anymore hammies, so heartbroken. I woke up to see that his cage was gone. And he was gone too. My tears came down as i stared at the empty cage. Though it was only 1 yr, but i gave some of my love to him.

Now, u guys should understand why am i shopping like crazy recently.
Retail has been quite intense for me over the past one week or so.
Yeah, i BOUGHT ALOT.
And i mean, really ALOT.
Some from sales, some fr shopping and some online.
Am i addicted to retail therapy?
But honestly, it does make me feel better.
Not spiritually, but more like mentally. I treat it as a way to brighten up my mood.
Its definitely restorative and curative in some ways. But i wonder if its doing me good or harm.
Haha, why? Cos i spent like more than $300 over the past few days.

It might not make sense to some ppl cos since im running a retail business online, why am still i spending so much??? Thats cos, being me, very fickle-minded...even though i bought alot from my own website, but cos i see these clothes EVERYDAY, i dont have to wear them to get sick of it. Just by looking at it, i am already tired of them. ;(

Before i post pics of wad i bought, i am really happy that my dad said we might b shifting soon. Next to my uncle's house at changi. Haa, cos apparently, the bank just release the house for sale. I really hope i can change a new staying environment soon. For many reasons. One of which is my room is too small for ME and MY BELONGINGS. It look like a dump no matter how much u tidy it. I need a room like Grace's, which is at least 4 times bigger than my current room. Arg. *envious*
3 skirts from warehouse & topshop sale
GG5 top which is damn troublesome to wash and iron cos of its quality material, so need extra care in handling. Arg, regretted buying it. So troublesome.
Pink tankie from warehouse
bag, hat and belts. Ok dont know why i bought the hat, its nice but doubt i will even wear it.
Another top from warehouse
Vivienne westwood necklace
online spree..haha dunno why recently i loveee off-shoulder tops soo much!!
Yah ok, thats all. When will i finish wearing all these?? I still alot more in my cupboard.



Friday, September 08, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 5:11 AM 」

Yeap! It was yet another UG outing.
Before i get into wad we talked abt, who came and wad happened...etc etc.
I wanna say UG actually means "Universal Gang" and not "Universe Gang" according to min. Ha, but me & meiqi claimed it started with Universe Gang before it changed. Anyways, thats the point. The point is we called ourselves this name during our secondary school days when we were damn boliao and naive. Hence, we have a nickname for everyone. Haa, i know my UG mates gonna kill me cos they hate to be reminded why they were being called UG but haa no harm telling ppl la! Its all sweet childhood memories!

Lets start with myself. I am Star...dunno 1 or 2 ok? Must ask meiqi cos she is Star also..ha. Either 1 or 2 la. Den Fang is MOON. Min is CLOUDS. Ok, tts all i remmeber. Da rest i really forgotten. Sorry. Wadever it is, we use elements of the universe la, tts why we are called UG. Haa, how lame rite.

Ok back to our outing! Min said she alr blogged abt our outing, she's waiting for me to post the pics up! So if u guys wanna read more, can visit her blog. Otherwise, i can tell u a little bit here. Ok 1stly, we were shocked to see ting's new squeeze. As usual. And it turned out to be her very own tattoo artist! (ha, how many times must i repeat this to everyone?) And yeah, its pretty obvious my dear fren is having her HONEYMOON PERIOD! Haa, we can all see how super sweet u guys are. ;)

Oh and as usual, my frens have to hear me complain abt this and that all the time. I will always update them with my never-ending complaints abt my life once i met up with them. Haa, and they will start giving me advices which i can say for sure, i heeded none of them. Ahh. They call it "the geo syndrome" or "the world of geo". Haa, my good friends.

Oh, and meiqi, really hope u guys are fine ok? UG heart you & sean. Heh. Sort out the problem and stay together as one ok? ;)

Before i post our pics, i would like to announce that Ms Divine Shopper* is having a mega sale now! Yes, its our monthly sale time! So do visit MDS SALE!
Re-orders not possible ah! Once sold, its gone!!!





Notice that in ALL the closeup shots, my face is always being squeezed like mad cos im in the middle. Know why that happened? Cos when i wanna take pic with 1 more person, the rest start squeezing their faces beside mine so that they can be SEEN in the shots. ARG.






Tuesday, September 05, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 9:43 AM 」

Yes, i feel very overworked. Tired. Weary.
Basically drained.
My everyday is busy, more busy and still busy.
With wad?
School, ms divine shopper and friends.
That i dont even have time to bring vicky to see doctor again. Her poor skin is getting worse.
Hurts me to see her lidat. When i tell others abt her skin condition and they tell me, maybe u cant do anything abt it. Maybe she's just old.
...........
She's really getting old?
Vicky's reaching 7 yrs old soon. I cant imagine her getting old and all sickly. I just cant accept the fact that she's experiencing all these probs cos she's old.
In my heart, she's always young, full of vibe and always there for me. When im unhappy or sad, she's the only one who will give her whole heart and all her love.
And its unwavering.
It wont change becos of wadever reasons, thats why she's soo deary to me. Despite her shitting or peeing ard da house, she's still soo adorable and lovely.
When i am damn sick of things or people around me, she's the only one i can count on. Cos i will never be sick of her.

Today i realised i am soo sick of many things around me. I feel so spiritless. I am trying to be happy and stay positive. But i just cant. Behind my smile is all my frustration with my life and everything.
I need to find a new shore.
I need my peace.
I need to find my therapy.
I need to find my happiness somewhere.