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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 8:17 PM 」

As much as i wanna see all my frens again, i dont wanna start school!!
Only few more days before im back to my mugging life.
Means lifeless geo again.
Urg. And since my results sucks this semaster, i really need to 'pull up my socks' for this coming sem. Cannot crash my grades again. NO NO.
Study hard, play hard. heh.

The feeling of being homebound makes me feel extra comforting and peaceful today. Maybe cos its been some time since i get to stay home the whole day and R.E.S.T. I haven really had a good rest since hols started, its even more tiring than normal sch days..all the catching up sessions with frens, partying, clubbing, shopping and late night chats on the fone. Everyday i just snooze at 4am. shiet. No cells replenishing for soo long alrady.

3 more days to 2006. Wow wow...another brand new year! I think my new year goal is definitely my grades man, really need to pull it up. BUT @ the same time, i wanna enjoy as much as i can...uni life isnt just about grades!

A lil note on qimin's recent post about 'taitai'
haha...seriously, i dont understand why ppl(some frens who dont know me well enough) call me taitai when im just 20 years old. CRAP. Taitais are only those old rich woman who got nothing better to do all day long, and just kill their time playing mahjong, high tea, shopping and carry really high-end bags everywhere they go. Ok i do shop...but the rest i dont. And lastly, i dont carry my stuff like how a taitai would carry.(pls read qimin's blog for more info) Cos most of the time, my stuff is with ron. I dont have to carry anything at all!! heh. Or issit people think tt by calling some1 taitai, tt person would feel elated?! I think some ppl feel shiok when being called taitai...but i dont...cos i dont wanna sound like a damn old useless rich woman. HAHA. I prefer 'babe'. 'Taitai'....errrr.
Oh yah...
any1 gg 'mambo jambo' @ Expo on new yr eve for countdown party? hee.




Im sulking again.
arg.
Took the trouble to rush back home instead of continuing chatting with zhiying, just to reach tt stupid photoshop near my house to buy my IDD phonecard to call guinea pig.
He said we will talk tonight, as usual for hours. But change of plan yet again. =(
Its okay not to talk, but then it already happened like twice in this week. Why make me miss you so much and then tell me, 'talk tmr'. Totally spoil my mood. But still...wanna wish tt special person... ...
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!! **Miss ya...muackssss**
Im waiting for my trumpet, simple life, pineapple tarts and lastly, YOU. *Sniff.

I went to Lu yi's house for post xmas party ytd! Fun!!! Esp circle of death(simply means DRINK DRINK DRINK until you are drunk, period.) ...madness! And with eugene ard, its just crazy lah, yak non-stop, the only peaceful moment was the rule of asking him to shut up! Dinner's yummy! Delicious!! All thanks to lu yi and family! Ok, and finally i know xmas got 12 days in total...hahaha...damn blur. (yaya, im a chinerian.) And congrats to john & ahem ahem**...xmas will never be the same again. heh. Yeah when its on the bus rite? Anyway, soo happy for you!(i got my date already, FINALLY!!! Ron decided...those wanna know, pls ask me! haha) *smiles*














Quite obvious who is tipsy and who is perfectly sober in this shot. hehe












Monday, December 26, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 10:37 AM 」

Today is 'Boxing day'.
I have no idea why issit called this way..but its a public hol!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PJ!!!!! (hey cute doughnut, stay pretty, bitchy and sexy always!)
Went shopping with family & bought whole loads of lingerie!! Yay! Triumph, Calvin Klein and Sorella! I can dump all my out of shape bras caused by my maid. heh.
I love end of the yr man...when shopping is never enough. Buying clothes for xmas, new yr countdown and chinese new yr! Luv it~~oh and school too. =) And daddy paid for all. Thats the best of it all. Not a single cent from me.

Sharon called to meet up later in the day for movie. Me,jill and her met in town but we never get to watcH any movie at all...no more Saw 2. Shiet. So we went shopping, YET AGAIN. Dont ask me wad i bought again.
Juliet came to meet us later at night @ NYDC. SO HAPPY FOR HER. =) =) =)
Cherish fate babe. But let time bring you guys together..i feel its kinda too rush, you have all the time in the world to decide, so no hurry. But then again, OMG. Im thrilled. So so glad for you. SHaron & Jill, all the best ah! Time's running out...hahaha.

Hmm..i wonder is time really an important factor in love? I really dunno man...what is too fast or too slow? Its hard to determine...i guess ultimately, just have to do what your heart tells you to and be happy, no matter what others might think of you. I told Jul its too fast but then for myself, everything happened too fast also. So unexpectedly...one day he just entered some little corner of my heart and stayed there ever since. I cant remember how i started noticing him, but im just glad he's part of my life now. Im not sure what lies ahead, but i just wanna cherish my feelings for him right at this moment, and enjoy our time spent together.
Miss you, my babysitter
=p




Friday, December 23, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 8:35 PM 」

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY EVITA!! **MUACKSS**


and
MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!!!
Yet another joyous season to celebrate!
Hope all my xmas wishes come true! hehehe. =>

Ytd we went out to celebrate evi's bdae in town! (me, cheryl, evi, pj, eugene, jinsheng, john) Hella fun @ Pizza place..miss all our crappiness and lamest shiet from john and evi! Despite sitting right in the middle of nowhere, with crowds walking past us, we still live up to our photo whores' image! Snap pics like as if we haven take fotos for AGES!




The different hairs on our faces--->cheryl:fringe, me:moustache, pj:beard, js: sideburn..haha!












































We kinda exhausted all the possible poses we can take.& cheryl still wanna continue in the toilet..of all places yah.



















After tt, we decided to head down to chonghui's place cos of the free drinks and gambling!! haha...i wasnt too keen to go to his house and party...but the thought of playing blackjack with the rest..HMMM...and so i went. Haven play tt for a LONNNGGGGG time. Cannot tahan anymore. hehe. **hands itchy**(UG..pls organise our annual gambling den for new yr kkk??)
@ CH's place, fiona and tholmas came too. @ 1st, vicknash's the banker and i lost though my capital was merely 3 BUCKS. haha..but when it was my turn to be banker, i won like 3 games straight!!!! Had a 'go leng' and so every1 paid me double their stakes! HEH! Lucky me! After tt i dont dare to be banker already cos for the consecutive games after tt, its either blackjack or 20 pts! won like crazy lah! sorry peeps!
"The gambling den"




















Chonghui's like totally drunk man! He went ard forcing ppl to drink with him..and its not like its some vodka or wad, but just drink plain JACK DANIELS. fuck. Damn yucky. On the account he's drunk, i shouldnt blame him!
Photo-frenzy again!!--this blog is becoming more like my online foto album!











































After all the madness, we went to have prata for supper! and went home to snooze...zzzz.




Wednesday, December 21, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 9:11 PM 」

Im really sick of clubbing.
Even though i didnt club much, like 3 times since my holidays started.
But still, its getting STALE!! Boring lah...do the same old stuff.
Dress nice nice, go inside, drink, get urself high, dance for few hrs, come out and smell like shiet. HAHA...argh.
We(me, jill, sharon, ethan) went zouk ytd! It was damnnnnn crowded! But luckily, cheryl helped us cut queue and we became right in front! Thanks babe! I think if we really queue, by the time we get in, its 1am already. Juliet was supposed to meet us there..but in the end, we went phuture, and she went zouk with her guy friend. heh.(eh u pangseh us, have to explain on the 31st wads with tt guy k??hahaha~~~)
Somehow, i guess on the 31st we gonna change our camping plan to clubbing plan. I can predict this is gonna happen cos Jill, sharon and Jul kinda into clubbing right now. Explore rite?! Yeah...hmm, start my 2006 by clubbing. wad a start.








Tuesday, December 20, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 9:33 AM 」

Thanks for ur vintage belt gift as an xmas present.
I like 'em.

Im so glad tt we finally had a good talk today ever since u are back.
Everything else feels the same, just tt we are good friends now.
I thought it would be awkward at first...but it turned out to be fine.
Its always nice being with you, i feel at ease and all comfy. Just sitting there and enjoyin the night breeze.
I know its hard now, but time will do its job.
My heart aches when i see u talked abt ur mum being so worried abt you and when u said u come back just for one person. I know i know...im sorry. utterly sorry.



Monday, December 19, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 6:40 AM 」

Sales are driving me to a frenzy-crazy mood!
I just cant stop man.
There's never a day when i dont end up buying some stuff when im out.
HAHA.
As usual today. I went for a massage in the morning...it was great. But my legs are hurting now...issit too much water retention or wad?
Except the beauty consultant was darn pushy abt the package! Arg, damn irritating.
Me & eunice were freaking hungry(was already 1+ and we haven ate ANYTHING.)
YES i will seriously consider abt it, but dont have to keep on dwelling on the same old thing over and over again! Too persuasive means turn off.
ANyways, i bought a dress(too sweet, kinda regret now..bleah.), a skirt, a top. Ok not too much la. HAHA.
Im good at assuring myself.
More to come tmr. hehe.
Oh i saw a freaking NICE SEQUIN CAP AT OZOC. gosh gosh. damn nice. BUT...its like 70 bucks be4 30% disc. HAHAHA...tts mad man. But i lurve it so so much. RSVP 1st..but most prob i will get em tmr. Told eunice, if its still there tmr, dat means i have fate with the lil cap and i will definitely buy. HAHA. lame.
Preview 1st:


ARG. Im buying it tmr. period.



Saturday, December 17, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 8:15 AM 」

Today is the FIRST day ever since hols tt i stay at home.
Thats like 2 weeks ago man. Been gg out everyday, and mostly to town.
ARG. Pls dont let me go town again for at least 1 week.
Im freaking sick of da whole place.

What i did today:
Woke up late, slack, watch tv and snooze.
Its ok once in a while to just stay at home and do nothing & stone.




Friday, December 16, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 7:19 AM 」

My poly frenss.
Yeah, miss ya guys like crazy for the last 3 mths.
Finally, we met & went clubbing together!
Chinablack is crap though, esp the music and people there. If not for the pageant, we prolly wouldnt have gone there at all. I hate the crowd, all the ah bengs and NS despos. Arg. But still, it was great dancing with u gals. ESP SHARON. HAHA. I cant help but laughed like a crazy woman. All the hideous dance moves, damn funny! Sharon's a great dancer, she has all the props she need, as the music changed, she can do the action of 'playing electric guitar'. HAHAHA...dont scold me babe. As Jill, she practically never danced at all. But like move a lil. haha...and she looked damn pissed, with the music. Basically, she look kinda stoned la. Juliet's a good dancer, sharon said she dance until like the shoulder wanna drop! HAHA!
When we just went inside, stupid US went to sit on a table tt's being reserved for VIP. Made a fool out of ourselves..=(











































We resume our all-time crapping and gossiping chats all the way till 6AM IN THE MORNING!!
gosh. 4 gals loitering along orchard rd after clubbing @ Chinablack. hehe. Fun though. We used to do tt like at least once a week during our poly hols. Just sit @ coffeeclub and talk, chill and stone.
But yesterday we went SWENSON for supper cos its 24 hrs and we were damn hungry after all the dancing. Nevertheless, we took pics again to see how shag we have became.





























Still pretty much awake & sober! Jul suggest we dont go home and THUS, once again, we head to coffeeclub and sat there, eat talk till 6AM!











































And so every1 started feeling sleepy after all the clubbing and talking. And head home, haha. I love hanging out with em, even if its just sitting down and chill, stoning and enjoying each other's company, its still nice! Oh and not to forget, our competition is postpone till individual's bdae nx yr k? BY 21ST BIRTHDAY AH. hahaa..im never part of it. HEh.
OH YAH!!! i forgot to post my current squeeze!Look how charming 'he' is.










BUT THEN....Jillian snatched him away from me! Humph. =( Its ok, i'll settle on my RAIN. He's the one for me. Sharon, dont try to be funny k? hahaha