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Monday, June 26, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 8:20 AM 」



SALE!!!!!

Yup, i went there twice alr, might be thrice soon.
One at tampines isetan and the other at marina square.
And both were amazingly not bad cos i managed to buy sth i like...and best of all, my size!! Other than it was filled with tons of ppl, this time round im so glad they still have XS or S for more than 50% of the apparels. The last few yrs of sale...i always ended up with nothing and feeling so frustrated whenever i see a top or bottom tt i like, but all that were left were those CRAP sizes like XL OR L. =( Yay, so i bought a dress for only 59 bucks, a top for like 13 bucks and a capri pants for 36 bucks! GREAT BUY! So satisfying...heh.

I recommend u guys to go to the marina square's MNG cos apparently, there's still not alot of ppl who know that there's a MNG there...so u might wanna try ur luck there. Pls dont head to wisma's. Its crazy...the queue is long and its packed. u cant even search for nice clothes at all.



Friday, June 16, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 7:55 PM 」

sucks big time.
Even phuture, gosh.
Used to prefer phuture to all other clubs, but now, dont even wanna go there anymore.
Am i getting older or wad? Sick of clubbing?
The crowd's CRAP(so many small DI-DIs & 'sluts' wannabes...get a life), music ok-ok, found myself choking with cigarette smoke the entire time, my poor toes kena stepped umpteen times(and i just did my pedicure..wth) and being tiny, i was squashed and squeezed like mad.
AAARRRRGGGGGG.
No more clubbing, ok babes?
Lets go singing! shopping! wadever!

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Wonder if anyone has ever been caught between parents' quarrels and fights?
And feel so sandwiched, dunno what to do or say? And yet 1 of em kept wanting you to talk to the other person? Yeah, a middleperson, you can call that. Or messenger. Or simply, he or she thinks im problem-free and got nothing better to do.

Since how many donkey yrs ago, im always stuck in this kinda situation. Like i dont have enough problems myself, my parents have to bug me with theirs as well. Oh man. Its soo sickening & irritating. Yeah, im their only daughter and its only right that i shud help rite? But there's a limit to everything!!! My patience especially!! Wa lao, everytime quarrel, i have to be inside the picture, my dad will depend on ME to patch things up with mum, am i GOD or wad? How can i help em??? And my mum is super stubborn, no one can talk her round, just give her sometime to chill and she will be alright wad. Haiyoh.

Once they fight, i will receive endless calls and sms from my dad urging to talk to my mum and at home, both of em will bug me to transfer msgs or ask me the same old qn, "what did ur dad/mum say to you?" AHHHHHHHHHH. So peeps, dont ever think that its GREAT being the only daughter ok? Like i will get all the attention i want from parents...SEE? Now they are giving me SO MUCH attn that i have to solve all their quarrels!

Damn, i need a retreat. To somewhere beachy, with sandy shores, cool breeze, spa therapies, hot tubs..............



Thursday, June 08, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 7:59 AM 」

Sneaks into HK Disneyland(For those going to HK soon!):

The only WOW factor was the fireworks before it closes at 8.30pm. I lurve that part the most cos it was on going for 20 mins and it follows a storyline(A WHOLE NEW WORLD) than just putting fireworks blindly.
****fireworks****
my fav mickey & minnie!Look how adorable they are!
Errhurpss...goofy!

my beloved pretty mum...spot the similarities??
Look @ my stern dad. Forever ACT so serious.
Later next week, i'll be helping my dad soon. Yeap, in his company doing some packaging stuff. Peeps, its DOUBLE 7 mth this yr!(means 2 mths in total!) And it only happens once every 30 yrs, which means double income for my dad! My poor hands, bet my nails gonna be all chip and broken. sighs. But at least my increased pocket money & nano is guaranteed. =) Who says i dont work hard to earn things i want? Bullcrap! Grrr.

Digress a lil...
lately i've been feeling tired. Love can get a little weary at times. Where should i start? Its disappointing. Sometimes i just have to let it go. Am i way too sensitive to my own emotions? I dunno. Maybe its me being melancholy recently and thinking too much on my own.

Going into the 7th month together, the person i love so much can actually unintentionally comment that i dont treat him nice...It was like "huh...wad...did i hear wrongly?" or shud i say more like "wtf are u sayin'?" Its infuriating hurtful to my heart, it really was. For a moment, i stone and felt a sharp pain.

Human nature. People only choose to remember all the bad stuff about a person, but nothing about the good side. Not being appreciated, was i felt when i heard that. Or perhaps, when u expect too much from a person close to you, yet she doesnt deliver wad u expected, its doubly worth remembering and bringing it up to her. At all costs, no matter how bad that person will feel deep down.

So then, i am that person. Ever since god knows when, i've been reviewing my character profile; thinking am i really that bad? Am i really so not cute? Am i really not worth of your love & concern? Am i just a little kid who cant grow up?

'Nuff said. Im crumbling. And sometimes, i hope i will just crumble to make things easier.





Sunday, June 04, 2006
「 what behind my shadow. 7:53 AM 」

Home sweet home! Nothing beats the feeling of being home once again!
Only away for 5 days, im homesick & lovesick.
BUT luckily, at least, i bought everything that i wanted in HK.
SHIOK. I will definitely miss one thing there- SHOPPING.
Bags, clothes, accessories and lingerie...awwww.
GSS is nothing cmpared to the sale and shopping over in HK man, way off!
To QM: u MUST MUST visit causeway bay, esp SOGO. Damn 1 day cannot finish shopping ahh. And Mongkok area too...haha

Anyways, HK Disneyland is not that fantastic as what everyone say. Its true, but somehow, i enjoy the experience even though i dont think its worth the 100 moolahs per person. Its ripped off! If its US or Japan's disneyland, den yah maybe, but HK?? Its so unexpectedly SMALl. They are making soo much $$$$ that they have the ability to put fireworks for 20 mins every night before they closes!! Imagine that!

Oh, before i forget, wads happening to my TAGBOARD??!! Why issit sooo QUIET?? I need some tags from you guys!!! C'mon!

Thought of the day:
I made up my mind to delete all of em ONCE AND FOR ALL. Finally. Its time they shud head towards the bin. Time to move on and look forward than to reminisce abt the past. Yay.