waiting for you: Never been so lost in my life

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Tomorrow i'm going SMU for matriculation...start of university life...until this moment, i'm still not sure whether this decision of mine to study for 4 years is the right or wrong step. Somehow, i feel that i'm not gonna enjoy it for 4 years..unlike poly, i might even regret it one day. But often in MY LIFE, not everything is up to me to decide..dats sad. I know. Thats just how pathetic i am right now. Study for the sake of studying & to fulfill my parents' high hopes on me or becoz i love to? i wish i know.

Anyway i went for a hair makeover today with marcus @ Shunji Matsuo. Benn wanting to go there, some of the stylists are from Japan which makes it a true blue 'japanese concept' salon, i like it. Only cost me 32 bucks for a hair cut, totally worth my money.

Before haircut:

In my orange pyjamas which my family say looks like traffic light coz its too bright

After haircut:

my shortest length since sec 4..head feels so light & i can still tie them up, versatile!

I really wonder what kind of funny ppl i'm gonna to meet tmr in SMU..heard alot of stuff though..saying the gals there are more materialistic than ordinary gals, and they dress for fashion shows instead of school..hm, its quite interesting to look and comment at people's dressing, but who am i gonna rattle it to?? NO ONE. Independant undergraduate..none of my poly mates got into this sch..which explains my loneliness..got to start looking for 'buddies' i can depend on in school. (@ this moment, i really miss my poly frenssss alot.....!!)

Till tmr,
bye.