「 what behind my shadow. 7:28 AM 」

25th Jan, Wednesday.
Just like any other day.
When it used to be so significant towards me.
Not now anymore. And neither can there be regrets.
Today, i was holding my pen and when im about to write the date for my assignment, it suddenly struck me tt i used to treasure 25th of every month so much. Now, i will have to treat it like...just another normal day.

Im happy though. Contented with my life now, with ron and everything. And i dont ask for anything more. I just want us to be happy together. =p

LOVE this pic. Cute! Ron looks like he really 'inside' the pic, part of the background. heh.

「 what behind my shadow. 6:05 AM 」

Never a sunshine, love-da-beach gurl.
Heh, but once in a while i still love dipping myself in the hot sun and sweating it all out.
Went sentosa with ron today with his buddies and gf.
Guys, being guys, are always into sports. Nothing else but great bodies and sports. Especially so at the beach. Playing touch rugby on the sand, stacking on each other and pinning the boys down. I continue my tanning session on the sand with jamie, looking at em and chatting among ourselves under the hot, scorching sun. Didnt apply any sunblock at all...but guess i didnt get much darker too. heh. It was fun lah, just like slackin and relax on the beach. AND finally, i get to eat Ben & Jerry's ice cream here in spore, JULIET!!!! hehehe...=p

Be back with pics.

「 what behind my shadow. 6:53 AM 」

I shall take back wad i said in my last entry about stress-free school life.
Bullcrap. What was i thinking man.
Im f**king busy now.
And of all time, it has to come before my long-awaited chinese new yr. Dam'it.
Its already end of week 3
AND
I'm gonna have 2 ppts and 1 quiz due RIGHT AFTER cny. I mean...really right after.
Like 8.30 AM the next morning(quiz) and 3.30pm business communications' ppt.
Damn phucked up.
I really wonder how lifeless and boring some ppl in my Financial accounting class are. Fancy requesting a quiz right aftter cny break and falls on the 4th day of CNY. What crap is this??? Prof gave a choice between week 5 to 6...and these ppl wan it on week 5. URG. Get a life. No way am i gonna mug for FA during my cny break man.
& sadly, my thursday-dating day is offically cancelled too. =( No more dating on thurs. We agreed on this day cos its the only day both of us are free. No school...but now, im bugged by LTB meeting on every thurs until the project ends..which is week 10. Meetings, meetings, meetings...i hate em. I want to pak-tor. heh.
Hm, but somehow, we will definitely squeeze time for each other, i believe. Even like just a few hrs or meet for lunch is enough. Or even talk on the phone at night before we sleep is more than enough actually. Im not difficult to please. Thats cos its you, turtle. bleah!

「 what behind my shadow. 4:02 AM 」

Red fonts signifies tt CNY is really near the corner!
Yay..time to fill my pockets with loads & loads of hongbaos! & abalone BIG feast!!
woohoo!!!!
Even though sch has already started for 2 weeks and now, its gonna be week 3 soon...
But seriously, i feel like im still holiday-ing. No stress yet. Im totally indulged in my last lapse of holidays..shopping, slacking, clubbing & spending much time with ron. Ever since he's back, i see him almost everyday for at least few hrs, no matter in sch or outside,we are kinda inseparable. Heh.
Thurs was SMU Bash @ MOS. My 1st visit to MOS. Hmm..its kinda over-hyped, i feel. The place looks like the newer version of chinablack, just tt they have different rooms upstairs. haha...and i dont think the music's tt fantastic too, its good. But not like...sooo good. Still prefer phuture, dunno why. Anywayss...im sick of clubbing. Urg. But sharon dont wanna let me off...so im going to NUS Bash this sat @ MOS again! wth. with guinea pig ard to take care of me of cos. hehe.
Talking abt SMU pageant...haha the gals are pretty except for one. Shhhh...dont ask me why. We just dont get it why she can enter pageant with her looks. hmmm, tts all i can say. Even the host looks so much better. Anyways, i went with ron and met up with the rest(cheryl, wini, luyi, carol, pj). Den halfway, we saw vicknash, lionel, simon, julia, lumpy and huilin. Soo many ppl were there!
Was way too dark but still managed to capture some snaps!

「 what behind my shadow. 3:03 AM 」

I know he is never afraid to speak up. haha BUT not to this extent.
Damn scary, my little guinea pig.
He scared the wits out of me today. wah.
Firstly, @ pizza walker in wisma...he was damn pissed off by the stupid illogical order of the food. Drinks shud come first instead of our food, but in the end, my pasta came FIRST. Followed by my ice mocha, and lastly he have to wait about another 20 MINS for his 12 inch pizza. wth. Isnt it implied tt food should arrive together so he dont have to control his saliva dripping down and just staring at me eat so tastefully? AND its damn funny when one of the waiters actually have no idea what the phuck is linguine. HAHAHA...call yourself a waiter when you know nuts about pasta...so funny. okay, the least you should do is to find out more about your own menu be4 u can be a well-qualified waiter. What for we pay so much service charge and you dont even know whats linguine, how to serve customers? heh.
Customer: 'do you have linguine?'
The blurrified waiter: 'whats linguine?'(ask back the customer.) HAHAHAHA. This is just funny man. And ron is totally pissed by his behavior. hahaha...lousy service.
Secondly, we were going down the escalator @ orchard station. Then, out of nowhere popped this guy dashing and pushing people along the escalator, rushing for the train and squeezing his way through the crowd. Thats soo RUDE. Like rushing to see the hell king.(Thats wad my mum always say to those drivers who LOVE TO OVERTAKE and speed like shiet.) He pushed guinea pig. My darling just shouted back @ him, 'The train is not even here yet, you COCKHEAD.' hahaha...suddenly, i find ppl staring @ us with a tinge of shock on their faces. Ron's just soo straightforward, whatever's on his mind just came out of his mouth in seconds. Hope that uncouth singaporean heard. Please mind your manners and dont shuffle your way through lidat. so turn off.

「 what behind my shadow. 6:53 AM 」

When did i start liking you?
I really dunno.
Someday, somewhere, somehow...i like being with you, no matter where.
I feel extra protected and loved with you beside me.

I still remember how i noticed you at first. I didnt know you existed for the 1st week of sch until eunice told me, 'ronald has a nice nose.' Thats all i knew about you then. As time went by, i find myself looking at you in class more than what i should. I peeped at you secretly and unnoticeably. heh. And so ... i observed tt you are ALWAYS late for class and always trying to look all calm and composed when you walked in. And each time prof asked you a question, you will definitely go, 'huh? i dunno.' If not, you will be busy sticking your eyes onto your laptop cos' u are so so caught up with DOTA. When ur hero died, we would always hear A LOUD BANG on your table. haha.

Somehow, you took the initiative to know me better too. All our late night talks on msn...I sacrificed my ultra important beauty regime- my 10-2am cells rejuvenation just to talk to you. I dont know why i rather let my skin deteriorate like shit but not say 'no i cant talk.' to you...just couldnt do it. Im not sure when..but as we got closer, we just became inseparable. Spending everyday together 'mugging' in school, lunches, going to school and back home together, you being my royal porter(my books and lappie's always in safe hands), dota and clubbing sessions. You are always here for me. And i really, truly appreciate your love. Thanks darling. That 3 weeks when you were back in Indo...i just missed you like crazy. =( Kept myself occupied everyday so i wont think of you and go nuts. Im soo glad u are back now, all the insecurity and sulkiness are gone. Happy and blissful me. yay. =p I see you almost everyday since last semaster...and i just cant get enough of you. One day without you...my whole mind will start missing you like mad. And only you, darling, knows me the best. You understand me not by the type of person most people think i am, but the real me, how i really feel in my heart and you always never fail to advise me with ur ever-so-precious advice. heh.

**muacks**

「 what behind my shadow. 2:21 AM 」

Just as i feel im really starting to have a good rest...
SCHOOL IS STARTING officially tomorrow. Dam' it. Shiet.
Dont know why SMU got the latest holidays and yet the first to start the term.
phuck.
I used to feel tt one month of hols is more than enough since im not working.
But this time round, its like way too short for a good solid rest. Maybe cos im out everyday with different ppl...chilling out and enjoying myself to the max tt i dont have much time to snooze and laze ard at home. =(
School starts...means lesser time for shopping, clubbing and loitering. Time to mug, mug and mug. heh.
Guinea pig asked me if i feel excited abt sch tmr..seriously i dont. If its with the same usual class..so full of fun and laughter, yah maybe i will look forward to going school and spending time with em. But class's totally different this semaster...=( I think tts why i dont feel a tinge of excitement at all. Even my dear(eunice) and guinea pig are in different classes...sad.
Back to busy lifeless me. heh.