waiting for you: choices in life

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Yesterday i went saturday service with ron at trinity.
And the pastor talked about choices, the power of choices.
Everyday is full of different types of choices that i have to make.
And every choice tt i make holds no regret.
At least i hope.

I think every individual has the power and ability to make a choice.
And somehow, i feel that choice is linked with fate.
Cos whatever choice you make, its fated and decided by the one up above, which in turn, is our destiny.

We kinda went through quite a bit recently. And for what happened, there's absolutely no one to blame. Honestly. Cos there's no right or wrong in a relationship; it only depends on how u wanna look at it, from whose point of view.

And after all these, he asked me a question which kinda stunned me. Not becos of anything, but becos even me, myself dunno the answer at all. Hence, i didnt know how to reply for a long, long time. As i thought to myself, suddenly this word 'choices' came to my mind. I dunno why. But it kinda enlighten me and answered the question. Why do i still wanna be with you? Cos i made the choice to. Cos i made the choice to like you more than anything else. Cos i made the choice to follow my heart. Cos i chose to hold onto you no matter what. Cos i chose not to let go of you easily. All these choices that i made is to hold no regrets at all. And most importantly, so that i wont be unhappy without you beside me.
Its definitely not becos of what you think or guess, i swear. I never wanna pawn you for anyone better.

Now, i answered your question, baby.