It seemed so real.
That i have to blog it down cos, im afraid.
So so so afraid.
They always say, "if you let people know what ur dreams are, they wont come true."
I cross my fingers and hope that it will never come true.
Ever since what happened, i have been having similar dreams.
Dreams that woke me up each time i have it.
Way too scary. I fear em like how i fear insects.
Dreams VS reality.
Somehow, after checking dream dictionary, it kinda reflects what happened in my life sometime ago. All the happenings in my dream seem to connect to one another.
Beg:
To dream of begging someone, means you are anxious about something or someone that you want in real life- and you are worried that you wont get what you want.
Breaking up:
To dream that you are breaking up with someone is a signal that there are feelings or situations in your life that you want to get rid of. Or, it could mean that you are refusing to accept a situation that's being pushed upon you. If you dream of someone else breaking up with you, you may have low self-esteem or feel alienated from others. This could also be a straighforward fear of rejection.
Crying:
If you dream you are crying, your mind is helping to achieve emotional balance while you sleep. You are getting out frustrations that would slow you down in your waking life.
Everytime i dreamt of these, i am sooo damn relieved when i finally woke up. Cos, after all, it was just a dream. But it send shivers down my whole body when i think of it occuring in reality. Really. I dread of all these again. I dont know why i kept having all these similar dreams that once happened before. Everytime i think back, i feel like crumbling and my lil' heart will ache.
Pls, pls, pls.
Now that i have you back again, i dont wanna lose you once more.
Cos im barely hanging on.
*georgiana* 
