HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, JILL!!!!
Must hurry tell me wad happened btw u two ok?? Enjoy your 21st babe! Love ya bitch! =)
Ok, i dunno who da hell used ron's name and tag my board, but pls, for goodness sake, dont be so childish. I know my bf will never say these kinda stuff to me, dont even talk about tagging em on my blog. It sounds more like a joke man.
Anyways,
Im going hongkong for a short trip soon! Am gonna leave on 30th may to shop like crazy. My parents, as usual, wants to visit macau cos of its magnificent casino and prolly, me & my bro will idling around the shopping malls and stoning. Galfrens who want me to get any stuff in HK, pls leave a msg at my tagboard ok? Will try my best to get em. And sharon, yes, i will buy souveniors for u guys, dont worry. haha
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Recently, i feel that im losing more and more of myself, which i dunno why. Sometimes, i lost control over my own emotions and things tt i say. Its not that i wanna get angry or upset over little happenings in my life; just that i cant take all these easy and simply tell myself- forget about it. I cant. And i know somehow, im courting my own doom again. I know it tires you tremendously and u feel like giving up on me. Being like this tires me too, as much as it tires you. If only i like you lesser, things would be easier and you wouldnt feel that everyday, im making you upset. You pampered me by letting me see you everyday; and now that we cant, im grumpy. There's nothing u can do; just let me be alone and i'll be fine. I totally understand why u cant see me, really. But being understanding and how my heart feels are 2 different things. Wadever it is, i will try my best to be okay. I promise you and it wont be broken.
*georgiana* 
