sucks big time.
Even phuture, gosh.
Used to prefer phuture to all other clubs, but now, dont even wanna go there anymore.
Am i getting older or wad? Sick of clubbing?
The crowd's CRAP(so many small DI-DIs & 'sluts' wannabes...get a life), music ok-ok, found myself choking with cigarette smoke the entire time, my poor toes kena stepped umpteen times(and i just did my pedicure..wth) and being tiny, i was squashed and squeezed like mad.
AAARRRRGGGGGG.
No more clubbing, ok babes?
Lets go singing! shopping! wadever!
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Wonder if anyone has ever been caught between parents' quarrels and fights?
And feel so sandwiched, dunno what to do or say? And yet 1 of em kept wanting you to talk to the other person? Yeah, a middleperson, you can call that. Or messenger. Or simply, he or she thinks im problem-free and got nothing better to do.
Since how many donkey yrs ago, im always stuck in this kinda situation. Like i dont have enough problems myself, my parents have to bug me with theirs as well. Oh man. Its soo sickening & irritating. Yeah, im their only daughter and its only right that i shud help rite? But there's a limit to everything!!! My patience especially!! Wa lao, everytime quarrel, i have to be inside the picture, my dad will depend on ME to patch things up with mum, am i GOD or wad? How can i help em??? And my mum is super stubborn, no one can talk her round, just give her sometime to chill and she will be alright wad. Haiyoh.
Once they fight, i will receive endless calls and sms from my dad urging to talk to my mum and at home, both of em will bug me to transfer msgs or ask me the same old qn, "what did ur dad/mum say to you?" AHHHHHHHHHH. So peeps, dont ever think that its GREAT being the only daughter ok? Like i will get all the attention i want from parents...SEE? Now they are giving me SO MUCH attn that i have to solve all their quarrels!
Damn, i need a retreat. To somewhere beachy, with sandy shores, cool breeze, spa therapies, hot tubs..............
*georgiana* 
