waiting for you: Disneyland

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Sneaks into HK Disneyland(For those going to HK soon!):

The only WOW factor was the fireworks before it closes at 8.30pm. I lurve that part the most cos it was on going for 20 mins and it follows a storyline(A WHOLE NEW WORLD) than just putting fireworks blindly.

****fireworks****

my fav mickey & minnie!Look how adorable they are!

Errhurpss...goofy!

my beloved pretty mum...spot the similarities??

Look @ my stern dad. Forever ACT so serious.
Later next week, i'll be helping my dad soon. Yeap, in his company doing some packaging stuff. Peeps, its DOUBLE 7 mth this yr!(means 2 mths in total!) And it only happens once every 30 yrs, which means double income for my dad! My poor hands, bet my nails gonna be all chip and broken. sighs. But at least my increased pocket money & nano is guaranteed. =) Who says i dont work hard to earn things i want? Bullcrap! Grrr.

Digress a lil...
lately i've been feeling tired. Love can get a little weary at times. Where should i start? Its disappointing. Sometimes i just have to let it go. Am i way too sensitive to my own emotions? I dunno. Maybe its me being melancholy recently and thinking too much on my own.

Going into the 7th month together, the person i love so much can actually unintentionally comment that i dont treat him nice...It was like "huh...wad...did i hear wrongly?" or shud i say more like "wtf are u sayin'?" Its infuriating hurtful to my heart, it really was. For a moment, i stone and felt a sharp pain.

Human nature. People only choose to remember all the bad stuff about a person, but nothing about the good side. Not being appreciated, was i felt when i heard that. Or perhaps, when u expect too much from a person close to you, yet she doesnt deliver wad u expected, its doubly worth remembering and bringing it up to her. At all costs, no matter how bad that person will feel deep down.

So then, i am that person. Ever since god knows when, i've been reviewing my character profile; thinking am i really that bad? Am i really so not cute? Am i really not worth of your love & concern? Am i just a little kid who cant grow up?

'Nuff said. Im crumbling. And sometimes, i hope i will just crumble to make things easier.