Today, i finally have a chance to spend some time with vicky.
She's neglected by me.
Sighs. My poor little doggie.
My mum told me abt her blotch under her eyes. No idea wad happened to her. Really hope tt i can bring her to see vet tmr.
To think that even when i stay at home, i will be soo busy doing my own things (my korean drama la, tidyin my foreva messy room, managing my flowerpod & lesdames tiny business) tt i have absolutely no time for her, dont even talk abt days when im not at home at all. No more little walks ard my condo, no more pampering baths & massages for her, no more our private time tgr. She just stays at home and sleeps in her cosy purple furry bed. But despite all these negligance from us, she still sits on e little foot carpet near the door and be the cutest, most timid guard dog i've ever come across. And my mum had to gave all her toys to the other 3 dogs in my dad's office. ARG. All those expensive toys i bought. =(
Hmm, better time management. Cos she's the last thing in my life tt i wanna neglect just becos im busy. To some ppl, its just a dog. Or worse still, an ugly chihuahua with high forehead or protruding eyes. Or a tiny dog which is soo fierce to strangers. But to me, she's my precious. When she look at you so pathetically with her teary eyes, you just cant help but feel that you should give her more love. Even when she makes mistakes like peeing on carpets or poo-ing anywhere in da hse. Vicky's not my everything, but i always cant imagine if one day, shes old and sickly and have to go, i dunno how my life will be without her. Everytime me & jillian start talking abt this topic that one fine day, our chihuahuas have to leave us and cross the rainbow bridge, our tears will just follow. Its so heartwrenching to even think abt it.
*georgiana* 
