I guess its abt time.
To give up on something that i always hold on so tightly all these months, and refusing to let go.
I had enough. So now, im letting go.
Rationally, this is what i should do. Even if my heart feels otherwise. One time after another, my heart felt painful again and again. I have no more energy to think abt anything besides how else i can help my family business and my dad. I dont feel sad; cos this is what i expected. To think that I still feel that talking things out would actually help. So naive. Its useless to talk things out when you know things wont change no matter how you feel inside.
Ok, move on.
My dad's business.
Dont worry palss. Its picking up. We wont die and vanish from this line.
Our dumbass competitors immediately raised their prices up to at least 20% after hearing wad happened to us. wth. But its okay. Right now, we still have abt 50% of the 7th mth goods arriving from China these two weeks. As long as we have the stock, our business can still go on. As for the premise, my dad found a new warehouse near the former one which was burnt to put all the goods temporarily. Though its only 10,000 sq ft, but at least, its helpful. The owner rent to us at $1.30 per sq ft after hearing wad happened to us...so my dad gotta pay 13k a month for the rent. These few days, we managed to salvage quite alot of stuff from the office. But of cos, the whole place was either wet from the water or black from the ashes. Out of all the computers, only 3 were able to use..the rest all gone. My dad's office worth of almost 50k furniture was all destroyed too. But all these shud be able to claim from the insurance company. As well as the entire building...it was insured for 2 Million. We still suffer great losses cos our goods was only insured for 750K when its worth more than a million. I really pray that we can claim back wadever is rightfully belong to us.
And right now, im helping out my dad alot. This time round, its not like i dont have a choice or im being forced to. But its willingly. I just wanna do sth to lighten their work loads and stress. Cos everything has to be re-build again. And this time round, our business will be even better than last time.
One interesting fact that i heard from all the adults in my dad's company...and also from relatives abt why this fire broke out. Im not sure if anyone of you believe this, i dont really care also but this is wad the workers and my family believe. Becos its sooo close to 7th mth(less than 2 weeks), the gods and those "things" came to take away everything. Thats why it was ALL BURNT. Its as if we are burning for them. And also, my uncle wanted to venture into toys business..so they kept alot of toys in the warehouse, but it was completely UNBURNT. Still in perfect condition. SO they believe those "things" only took wad they wanted. And now that they took wad they want, they better make sure our business will prosper even more. haha.
Any updates, i will post up again.
*georgiana* 
