Yeah its back to SCHOOL DAYS.
Mugging, rushing for classes, project meetings, presentations.
AND not forgetting, STRESS.
I can see all of it coming my way soon.
I wanna switch back to my mugging mode...or "student" mode.
But its hard...my footsteps seem to stop at my "holidaying" mood during the past 4 mths or so.
Gosh.
School seem so unfamilar. Even friends or classmates. I can walk past them without knowing their names. Totally cant recall wad were their names.
Today is already the second week into the semester.
And im still "blur", like how i missed the first week of class during my year 1 days.
Im really glad that this sem, me & eunice can be in the same classes for almost all the modules. In the midst of all these chaos going on around me, i am relieved that my good friend is here with me to perk me up. ;) And cheers to Ms Divine Shopper*...its finally taking off and earning some moolahs. I put half of my heart and soul inside so really hope it can amount to something that i can be proud of myself.
Just some infomation for those who dunno when we will update our website with NEW ARRIVALS...it will be EVERY FRIDAY NIGHT ok? Take note ahh!! Very important & crucial...hahaha. We will definitely try our best to bring in more variety and stuff...but cos this is only our part time work, so we cant totally devote all our time and effort to this. Especially when schools gets busy...we might even neglect it for a while! But not to worry, we will make a comeback definitely!
As for my "kapo" frens who are concerned with how i am getting on with my EX lover....im fine ok? Today, i was rather surprised that so many ppl in smu actually know we broke up. The fact that i didnt make it an OPEN news...but yet it spreads ard so fast, must be those big mouth frens of mine. Haiyoh. But yeah, im getting fine. After these few weeks, i have made up my mind to let go. Completely. Cos i guess i have to come to my senses. And face up reality, no more beautiful dreams at night. I dont blame ron for all these that happened...honestly, its fated. I just feel that this r/s developed at the wrong time and it has to end. I treat him as a very special guy who came into my life and taught me alot of things, be it good or bad. Cos i really learnt alot from him and our r/s. He will always have a place in my heart not becos i love him, but becos he's ron.(haa...i doubt u guys will understand wad i mean...but nvm.)
Yeah, in a way im resigning myself to fate cos there's really nothing much i can do anymore. The only way is to forget abt him and move on. I cant say for sure that i have gotten over him totally...but in time to come, i believe i will. In school, we still hang ard quite often cos we have a number of same modules...but i cant feel the love and affection from him anymore. So i guess its easier for me to treat him as an ordinary friend. And after talking things out that day with ron, i feel that i shud just make myself happy so that he can be happy as well. As long as both of us are happy, it makes this breakup worthwhile.
;)
Right now, i wanna practise ABSTINENCE FROM LOVE. haha.
*georgiana* 
