Saturday, August 05, 2006
Finally got to meet up with Jill, sharon & jul on fri!
As usual, we sat at cartel tis' time round and talked for hours and hours.
Everytime we meet up, its full of updates and stories to share.
Juicy ones. I mean.(i wont say wad it is here...heh)
But yeah, or else, we will grumble abt our bfs non-stop.
Its just so comfy talking to them about lotsa stuff in my life. Like im totally willing to share abt everything. Cos i know they will understand how i feel and give their atmost true advices. haha. And jul...OMG...you slimmed down like SO MUCH! Jill said she looked like a desperate housewife. haha...like kena mis-treated or sth.
Some pics we took ytd!
But anyways, Jul told me abt festival of fireworks which me & ron managed to catch it ytd night at Benjamin sheares bridge...its damn captivating and amazing to stand on the bridge gazing at the fireworks for 20mins. Definitely worth all the trouble.(cos we cant find millenia walk..and we had to climb up the bridge, exercised a hella lot). But yeah, i just love the fireworks, especially when you watch it with someone you like. Makes it even more memorable.
Up on the bridge waiting for the fireworks to start!
Ron's back in his hometown, jakarta for one week. It does seem like forever once i left him and went home myself from the airport. And as usual, i got lost! I cant believe i can be so blur ...wanted to take bus 89 back home, but ended up in changi village. Why?? Cos i took the wrong side. Bah. In the end i just gave up and took cab. Haha..so much more convenient la. Hmm one week of being apart. Seriously speaking, we have never been apart for so long since last yr when he 'forsake' me to go back indo again for more than 3 weeks! 1 week is still endurable. I can do my flowerpod business...catch up with frens and help my dad. And bring vicky to e vet. Poor vic has patches of skin problems all over her body, dunno wads wrong. I was so worried tt i dreamt she became sickly and old...fat and all wrinkly in my dream. =(
As for my tiny business, im becoming so interested in doing sth online. That of cos can make some money. Still planning in progress. But right now, im clearing quite abit of stuff in flowerpod, thanks to all the buyers. =) But again, i seem to have never-ending things to sell, so i doubt my saleslist will ever be cleared. Dunno why but i just cant stop buying. Only when ron is with me will i be able to buy smartly and not spend so much. He's my financial controller and business partner, but with zero commission. Cos he helps with the pricing and titles. haa.
Recently, we had a HUGE quarrel...which kinda sparked me to think tt i really want a break up. I got really upset over sth which didnt matter to him much but meant alot to me. He felt bad abt it but wasnt aware tt i could get so hurt by his actions. And plus all the things he said tt particular day, i was feeling really down. And at night when we talked over e phone, he had to ask me even more questions abt our existing BIGGEST problem in our r/s(which some of you know), that kinda agitate me to e extreme tt i couldnt stop crying. I got so upset tt i couldnt tolerate anymore...msged him to check his email cos there's alot of things i cant tell him in person at tt time so i rather send him a mail. That night, we went to sleep thinking tt we are only friends from then on.But the nx day, we met and talked abt this. Cos apparently, both of us still feel alot for each other. And somehow, when we see each other and talked it out, everything seem to turn better. The 'misery' i felt tt night was gone suddenly. I dunno why our r/s is so wierd, all the back and forths we had...we just cant let each other go.
Ok, nuff said about him. Im really beginning to miss him.
*georgiana* 
