waiting for you: February 2007

Sunday, February 11, 2007

We had our Valentine's Day celebration in advance.

It was such a wonderful time with him.

All my work, stress and never-ending cognition process were all thrown at the back of my head.

For that 2 days, i was troubles & stress-free.

It was purely just indulgence.

And i really enjoyed myself.

I suggested to book a room in one of the hotels in town so that we can have the whole weekend to ourselves and just RELAX..which we were desperately in need of.

Like i said from my previous entry, i just wanna shut off from the world.

And during the weekend, it really felt like it. It was a nice recharge.

Even though its just Orchard, but i feel like im somewhere away from "the peeves".

And from this short getaway, i realised alot of things.

I came to realise that actually dunno since when, im starting to love this man. I never thought i will fall deeply in love again. I always thought i like him alot...but is there love involved?

But im really very happy deep down...that my heart tells me i do love him.

I always thought the past is pulling me back...but actually, i have long moved on.

So, thats like my greatest gain from the trip.

Yup, so thats my answer to you. ;)

Thursday, February 08, 2007

I'd rather be left alone.
And shut off from the world out there.
Cos acting is difficult.
And i hate to act.

Time to fight for freedom