waiting for you: July 2007

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Everything is meant to be broken.
Just like how promises are never fulfilled. I walked so far, only to realize that im ultra tired and worn out this whole year. I crave to go back to the past and be me, and really just be myself.
Again and again, i keep telling myself everything's gonna be okay.
Studies is stressing me out.
Business is wearing me out.
And love is tearing me apart.
Im turning into someone whom i dont even know when i looked into the mirror.
Why am i behaving like this?
I wish i have the answer, but sad to say, i dont.

I really, really pray that i can get away from all these. I shout for a long deserve break...that i am desperately in need of it.
I need my old life back. I need pure love, friendship and kinship.
Who is giving me any of these?
All that i can feel mentally and emotionally are nothing but plain tired-ness.
If given a choice, i hope i can MIA for a few days.

And worst of all, love always fail me. I dont know my heart anymore.